been a long pause since my last post! many times i thought about coming back and posting something but never did (obviously).
Many things have gone on since the last time. Wyatt was born, many stresses we have dealt with, and adjusting to our life as a family of 6.
I struggle daily with some aspect of my life. I probably should go to the dr but I do not have one anymore as mine disappeared.
I would love to find more patience with the children and also would like to be a better house keeper. I am extremely jealous of woman having babies! I would love to be pregnant again but never will again for my health. I miss seeing the + pregnancy test, hearing the heartbeat for the first time, feeling the baby move, and seeing and hearing the baby for the first time. It is best the decision was taken out of our hands and I think I would try and convince Brian to keep having babies and our level of stress, money, and time is maxed with 4. But I miss it all! It makes me so sad.
I am stressed about Brian finding a job, and taking his cert tests-which are about $350 a piece for a total of $700! That is a lot of jack, especially when you have nothing coming in.
We have also been very blessed. Our children are healthy. Evelyn is doing well in school, Joe is out of First Steps and gaining weight and back on whole milk. Kylie is my huge helper and Wyatt is into everything! But you cannot get mad at him because he just grins at you! The kids were approved for insurance for another year which was a HUGE relief, and we have money left over from the buyout to hopefully get us by until Brian gets a job. We were rearended last month but luckily everyone was fine and his insurance took care of everything. I am going to try and be better at blogging and hopefully making this page a little prettier.
Until then here is a picture of the kids together! I sure do love them!
